The Caregiver’s Tales
Tiny essays on life, nature, grief and other things that catch my fancy in the Texas Hill Country. Here’s how it all got started.
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Mountains, Again
I’ve been waxing euphoric about mountains the last several days, and I see no reason to stop. Because I enjoy these mountains, the mountains of Big Bend. It’s tempting to say they stole my heart, but it’s more appropriate to say I made a place for them in it.
Story Time
It has come to me that I can see. And not because I look out and see mountains, but simply because I look, and the mountains come to me.
My Love
My love. West Texas. The Big Bend. Loves me not. Sure. There’s the sparkling smile of a midnight sky. The warm embrace of the morning sun. The sweet kiss of a soft breeze. But it’s only a place and its warm embrace can easily turn me to dust.
Boy Meets Mountain
I think I’ve fallen in love. West Texas. Big Bend. The high peaks of the Chisos. The Bofecillos. The calderas of The Solitario and Pine Canyon. The clotted veins of dried lava tubes. The sky-high piles of volcanic ash doing its best to cover the remnants of dead seas.
![Earth Words](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/a096193e-3cf1-4356-bfc2-b185deb7e7a2/231024+Earth+Words.jpg)
Earth Words
One thing I’ve learned from my recent discovery of geology is this. Rivers dry up. Rivers change course. Rivers are anything but permanent.
![Time Keeping](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/43e69e14-8048-47f9-a2c0-7d99417d37ad/230808+Time+Keeping.jpeg)
Time Keeping
I’m in Marathon. In the silence of the morning, I can hear the train whistling its way through town. A long call in the dark night warning the unexpecting.
![The Walk](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/3ccfbaff-1401-4d5f-9669-4568be719a9e/230226+The+Walk.jpeg)
The Walk
There were doubts. There were fears. There was the mind grappling with the incomprehensible. Could I walk a long and winding path of approximately 13 miles that rose into the sky 3,000 feet. I was unable to imagine what it would be like. Then I did it.
![Musica universalis](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/31e80767-3ef9-4d1d-8558-2815a6cbe7b3/230208+Musica+universalis.jpeg)
Musica universalis
I am home. A long road trip is in the books. Of course, for road warriors on active duty, that is, not retired, this is standard fair. And I sympathize.
![On the Trail](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/d2be2122-d129-4391-a9c3-5ad0c62488a3/221112+On+the+Trail.jpeg)
On the Trail
Home again. Home again. I love being on the road. I love being home. There is nothing quite like your own bed. But then again, there is nothing like sleeping on a trailer’s dining room table that folds into a bed, especially if you have a self-inflating mattress, which I do.
![Take a Hike](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/f37af108-0adf-451b-8eaa-58fa6518bceb/221110+Take+a+Hike.jpeg)
Take a Hike
When I first started hiking, I was nervous. I felt as thought I’d kept myself active over the course of my life, but I had my doubts when it came to walking up and down mountains.
![On The Trail](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/29efc41c-5118-4e8e-a23e-0bf34dc2c3a1/221108+On+the+Trail.jpeg)
On The Trail
Watched the blood moon of a full lunar eclipse this morning. It was hanging in the clear skies over the Guadalupe Mountains. I tell you; I have fallen well and truly in love with West Texas.
![Hiking Log 4](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/29c03776-b368-453a-b90d-ed533dfd92d8/220302+Hiking+Log+4.jpeg)
Hiking Log 4
Mountains leave me speechless. I’ve driven in the Alps, the Rockies, The Smokies, and the snowcapped peaks of the San Bernadino mountains. The affect is always the same. There is nothing much to say. I can only look.
![Trip Log 9](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/ab9b5fa0-b9c7-47ba-a329-3fff5425944f/220209+Trip+Log+9.jpeg)
Trip Log 9
We landed last night, and I made my way home. It was nice to sleep in my own bed.
![Shadow Thoughts](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/1630410068160-I91RPMREHBZGBGMF0HD1/210831+Shadow+Thoughts.jpeg)
Shadow Thoughts
I was walking and watching my shadow yesterday. As I did, I could fool myself into believing it was the shadow of young man…
![Time Travel](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/1630064802035-M4NFYODQ5JP6BRUS92OI/210827+Time+Travel.jpeg)
Time Travel
Went time travelling yesterday. Visited the Chisos Mountains. Tried to imagine what it was like when that first hot vent opened up and out popped hot rock, lava.
![Quiet Time](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f8e6edff5f6915501989f00/1624016342806-6P1X8ABRYRBIY6XPQ05U/Quiet+Time.jpeg)
Quiet Time
I meant to go sit in the pool last night. Never did. Don’t know why. It’s funny how you can get an idea early in the day to do something, and when the time comes it just seems like too much trouble.